Abundance: The Universe Has No Limits

 

 

Yesterday was a very busy day for me as I had to do some last minute wrapping up of things around the house to ship out on the train today for my big move to NYC! Today is my last full day in Seattle, my flight leaves for NYC tomorrow afternoon!

Lately, I’ve really been opening myself to study the meaning of abundance. Throughout my personal experience, I have come to understand that abundance is a more than a physical manifestation—it’s a state of mind. Every day, I awaken a bit more to the truth that the universe is infinite, limitless! I never need to worry about not having my needs met, there’s more than enough for all of creation.

Last week, I entertained the thought of prosperity while affirming abundance in my life. I affirmed, “Money flows to me like a stream,” “My mailbox is a receptacle of abundance,” “I only receive love and abundance in the mail.” I contemplated abundance for a little while, and then went on about my business. Yesterday, I received a piece of mail from a doctor’s visit I had some months ago. The usual correspondence I received from them were bills, but guess what—this time it was a check! That’s right, they refunded me for my bill, which showed ‘paid’ on the statement. I had no health insurance at the time of that visit, and was anticipating being able to pay the full amount. It turns out that the bill was overpaid, so they sent me a refund for the difference! I’ve also received a beautiful card with sentiments from friends who care about me—not holiday themed either, just normal cards and gifts. I nearly jumped out of my chair.

When it comes to making a major life transition—it seems as though worrying is just routine. It seems only normal to worry about where I’ll live, the cost of living, finding my way around a new city, employment, meeting people, and many other details. Worrying seems normal because society tells us that it’s wise to have all the answers before you take a leap over the hedge. But, I beg to differ! In my opinion, there is nothing constructive, empowering, or uplifting about worrying. What you give your attention to increases, so worrying about my situation in New York actually has the power to create road blocks for me that wouldn’t have been there otherwise. I believe that our thoughts create our realities, so I choose to think of wonderful things—like thriving in NYC!

The modern world perpetuates competition in every area of life—it starts in elementary school, continues through adolescence, college, the job market, and everywhere else we turn. This gives most people the illusion that resources are limited...that only a few will ‘make it’ and the rest will be left without. That is false! The universe is infinite, and you are worthy of living in happiness.

Embrace abundance, it’s your birthright…

You name it, you claim it—and that’s the truth!

 

 

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

Feeding My Spirit

Resonance

 

 



There are only 4 days left until me big move to NYC, and I am in a much fulfilled place spiritually! Yesterday, I worked on a collage as my method of meditation and going within as the energies of the dark moon carried me along. I ended up collaging two separate pages and really made a deep connection with what my subconscious mind was communicating. Today, I awoke with resonance on my mind. According to the Universal Law of Resonance, we attract situations and people in accordance with our vibrations. In other words, how we think and feel constantly creates our reality.

I used to be a cigarette smoker, and 9 out of 10 new people I met were also smokers. I didn’t have to be in a typical ‘smoking setting’ to meet them, and most of them weren’t even in the act of smoking when we first met—I couldn’t have known! I'd meet them in various cities as I was a flight attendant, various institutions such as the library, grocery store, etc. It seemed as if everyone was a smoker because that was the reality that I’d created for myself. I noticed once I quit smoking however, that I stopped meeting people who were smokers. Currently, I barely know anyone at all who smokes. All of those friendships slowly dissolved over time on their own, and have been replaced with people I now resonate with.

 Isn’t resonance a beautiful phenomenon?

Imagine your ideal life, your ideal self. Is your vibration in resonance with what you desire to be your reality? If not, you have the power to change that. If you want to live financially free, go ahead and lay claim to that reality in your mind first. Don’t worry about money, instead develop a “have” mentality and you will ‘have.’ If you want something, learn how to resonate with it—same goes if you want to let something go. If you’re in a toxic relationship and can’t seem to leave, raise your vibration and it will dissolve on its own!

Embrace your power as the co-creator of your own destiny!

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

 

12/13/12: The Dark Moon & Stillness

13 Rider-Waite Tarot (Major Arcana)



There are 5 days left until I leave Seattle for New York City for good, and I’m really feeling the energy of this transition beginning to stir. Today is the 13^th and numerologically speaking the day of enlightenment, awareness, stillness and DEATH. Time is cyclic, and death marks the end of a cycle—signifying the coming of a new beginning. Ironically we are in the dark phase of the moon, a time for stillness and introspection while we await the return of the sun’s light. The dark moon appeared yesterday and will remain with us until tomorrow. Ever since I woke up yesterday, I have felt the need to slow down—to rest and meditate in the present moment. My usual routine however, keeps me fairly busy, and so I have resisted being present…unsuccessfully!

Today, I tried to start a new project that I’ve been thinking a lot about lately. I thought that I had all of my ideas in line to be executed, so why not! However, once I got started I began to feel mentally zapped. I experienced an immediate energy drainage similar to sleepiness—though I had 9 hours of restful sleep last night. “So, what’s going on?” I thought. I got up from my computer and jumped around a little bit to get my lymphatic system flowing. I received a small recharge of energy, but it only lasted for about 10 minutes. Then I became a bit frustrated because I really wanted to work on this project, but couldn’t seem to stay focused. I began to reflect on the day in an attempt to figure out what was going on with me…

"Aha! It’s the 13^th and we’re right in the middle of the dark moon phase!  I am not supposed to be starting something new just yet! This is a time to go within and reflect, to rest, and to listen! That’s why the universe isn’t supplying me with the energy I need to take on a big project right now. I was so eager to get started that I mentally jumped into the future, leaving the present behind—big mistake!"

I learned a beautiful lesson today—to be present and pay attention to what’s happening it the world. Although the date and moon seem so abstract when compared to what’s going on in my daily life, I am directly affected by them. Energy moves constantly so it’s important to pay attention to the energy around me so that I can live each day in a way that will enable me to progress.

Yesterday morning, I remember contemplating all the things I have to do. I have so much on ‘my plate’ because I am moving across the country in 5 days, and I have many responsibilities. I was trying to figure out how to prioritize my thoughts and how to execute my ideas successfully with so much going on. To overcome the cloud of confusion that was beginning to form, I affirmed out loud, “Let There Be Light!”

I realize that today’s lesson is a ray of that light. The answer is to be still and be present right now. Spirit is telling me to ‘be’ not ‘do’ right now—that’s the answer. I invite you to go within and sit silently with yourself. Go into the dark, cosmic sleep that the moon reminds us of. There you will discover the light of truth inside that will guide you to positive new beginnings in your life. Die to the old to embrace the new!

P.S. Click Here to read more about Stillness!

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie


 

12/12/12 – My 2012 Shift: Discovering the Light Within!

It’s 12/12/12 and the colorful energy of transformation is afoot! This is it—the last phase of the 2012 shift. So what’s all the buzz about anyway? What is this 2012 shift? Though I’m certain the world isn’t going to end—sorry to all the Armageddon enthusiasts out there—this cycle of life as we know it is coming to an end. But hey, no worries! This is actually good news because a new age is birthing itself into existence before our very eyes! What a blessing to experience rebirth and renewal. The 2012 shift is not a physical one, it’s a metaphysical one—a shift in our awareness. As with all changes, some will resist—choosing cling to their old habits and beliefs. Others will gladly welcome this opportunity to evolve their consciousness—to become self-aware!

My 2012 shift has come in waves—crashing upon every shore of my existence. I’ve grown so much spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally this year that when I look back at 2011, I barely recognize that person. In no other year of my life have I experienced this much personal development, being pushed to my limits to brave the ultimate challenges of my journey!

 

1.)    I have been tested in all of my relationships, but I practiced embodying love. I kept an open heart and love triumphed every time. I’m so much closer to my family, and have built such beautiful, inspiring friendships with people that I will have for the rest of my life!

2.)    I have been challenged physically—nearly faced death a few times without health insurance. My will to live grew stronger and stronger. By practicing spirituality daily and becoming a friend of nature I embodied healing. I know that no matter what happens I can heal myself, and I always have a friend in nature—especially the plant, animal, and mineral kingdoms!

3.)    I have been challenged emotionally—threats of depression and anxiety resulting from the ultimate betrayal by someone I was very closely connected to. By practicing awareness through compassion, I learned to separate people from their behavior so that I can love the person always—regardless of their behavior.

 

This year, like the goddess Inanna who sought to cultivate all aspects of herself, I took the lone journey into the dark underworld to face my shadow. As Winter Solstice approaches, we are reminded by the darkness to go deeply inward to examine ourselves—face those parts of ourselves which we fear and often try to hide. The sun will not return for a while, so in the dark we must find the light within ourselves, illuminating our path to self-awareness. All of my struggles this year have taught me more about my purpose, and given me a greater contribution for others. I’ve emerged victoriously bearing the light of truth.

 

That’s my 2012 shift! I am awake and open to embrace new possibilities in the coming age. I am exhilarated by the beauty of life, and ready to share my light with others.

So, how has the 2012 shift affected you?

 

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

 

 

Forgiveness

 

 



Today marks 7 days until my big move to NYC! 7 is the divine number, in it are hidden the great mysteries of the universe! Today, I was given a powerful lesson in the mystery of forgiveness. I learned that forgiveness is a process of letting go those things which no longer serve our highest good. It isn’t something we ‘give’ to someone else, but rather to ourselves for the sake of healing to encourage our soul’s evolution! So how do we attain a state of forgiveness? Well, I like to break it down into 4 steps: Projection, Mirroring, Recognition, and Letting Go!

 

1.       Projection

Our mission as spiritual beings expressed in human form is to develop a mature soul by gaining wisdom. Life is a journey that is filled with lessons that we learn by overcoming challenges that we create. One tool we use to create challenges is projection. We project issues out of our subconscious mind onto other people. This is so that we can confront those issues, overcome the challenges they present, and gain the spiritual wisdom necessary to progress as souls on an evolutionary journey to self-awareness.

 

2.       Mirroring

Mirroring occurs when people and circumstances reflect back to us what we’ve projected subconsciously. Mirrors are important because without them, we wouldn’t have a clear idea on what is undone within us. Mirrors show us parts of ourselves that are hidden and help us create a better plan for our lives. For example, you may be dealing with a coworker who is always negative, and comes to work complaining daily. Although you may be annoyed, this mirror is in your space because you have attracted it based on something in your subconscious mind. Perhaps you do not have enough gratitude so in the mirror (your coworker) you see a person who’s never satisfied, and now you know what to work on within yourself!

 

3.       Recognition

Recognition is when you identify your mirrors and acknowledge the truth in them. The worst thing you can do is enter a phase of denial—something I call ‘breaking the mirror.’ For example, quitting your job to get away from that negative coworker, or trying to transfer to another department. The problem with breaking the mirror is that another will just show up—you can’t run from the truth! If instead you choose to recognize the reflection of some part of yourself, and change for the better—that mirror will disappear!

 

4.       Letting Go

Finally the last phase of forgiveness is to let go of the projection! Now that you’ve recognized a piece of you that no longer serves you, you can release it from your life. To forgive means to ‘give forth,’ but you can’t give away what you don’t have, right? This is why people spend years in pain trying to forgive, unsuccessfully. The key is to recognize your projections in your mirrors and own them—only then can you let them go!

 

So, what do you need to forgive (give forth) today? Now that the year is ending, we are entering a new age—a new beginning. I invite you to take this opportunity to forgive yourself—break free of that which is holding you back, and live fully!

 

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

How You Said My Name



 

Only 8 days left until I leave for New York City!!! In numerology, 8 is the number of power, and today I embraced the power of my name—the vibration it carries. Yesterday, someone I know called me by my first name—they usually use a nickname for me. Hearing my name called by this person felt out of sync—like someone threw a bucket of ice-water on me! I actually felt somewhat offended—as if I were being called out of my name. I asked this person to stick to nicknames because I didn’t like the way they say my name, and they agreed. So what’s up with that? Like they say, isn’t a person’s name supposed to be the sweetest sound they could ever hear? Well, I have a few thoughts on that…

My name is Dominique, and its roots stem from France. The name Dominique has Catholic origins and means ‘lord,’ ‘master,’ ‘of the lord,’ ‘belonging to God,’ 'I am,' and ‘chosen by God.’ It is derived from Dominus, which means ‘Sunday’ or ‘day of worship.’ So, my name is very spiritual and carries a very high vibration—it also is a big part of who I am. I answer to “Dominique” because I identify with it, and I have always been a very spiritual person.

I love my name—I believe it is a beautiful utterance when it is spoken in the tonality of love! When someone is vibrating high with love, they speak with love. I can feel the warmth in the tones they utter. Today however, the person who I referred to was not vibrating in harmony with my name when they said it. Therefore, I felt that coldness when they called to me. I didn’t feel like I could identify with my name the way they said it because the vibration in their voice was not that of my true name. Remember, it’s not what you say, rather it’s how you say it! Two people can easily utter the same word, and both words will carry the intention of the speaker—that’s how it works.

In closing, the lesson today was that it is important that we speak from our hearts at all times. Also, it is imperative that we embody love so that the vibrations we emit nurture others. Words don’t have the power to create or destroy, but vibrations do! If you find yourself vibrating at a low frequency, be careful what you say to others until you raise your vibration again! If we check in with our feelings, we can be sure they’re in sync with our tones, and what we say—your listeners will know the truth, and most can spot BS from a mile away!

 

So, what will you create or destroy with your next utterance?

 

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

 

So Glad I 'Overslept'!

 

 

 

Only 9 days left until my big move to NYC!!! This morning, I woke up later than planned—I overslept! “Oh no,” I thought. I jumped out of bed and realized that it was after 10:40AM, and there was no way I was going to make it to Center for Spiritual Living—a place I enjoy attending weekly inspirational gatherings. So I quickly began thinking about what to do. “Aha! I’ll catch the livestream on the internet,” I said to myself. I bounced up the stairs to make myself a fresh cup o’ joe so I could snuggle up and catch the service online. As soon as it went live, I rejoiced inside!.....But then, the internet connection started slowing to the point where I couldn’t even make out what was being said. By this time I was getting frustrated…what to do, what to do? Then I realized that chasing after this ‘fantasy’ (it clearly wasn’t happening, okay?) was distracting me from experiencing the joy that comes fresh with each morning. So I laughed at myself, and things got better!

The lesson I learned today was to be present. Embrace the present moment and give thanks for it. I was so focused on what I ‘missed out on’ that I almost missed out on my joy! I slept in (not overslept) because I was tired, and my body apparently required the extra rest. I gave myself permission to stay home and embrace the moment.

After journaling, I was online and happened to come across some very empowering information that is crucial to my success in the dream I’m pursuing. I realized that had I not been home at that time, I wouldn’t have gotten these powerful teachings. I was grateful for that time to nurture my body, soul, and intellect. It was then that I knew, I stayed home on purpose!

 
So, that’s why I’m glad that I ‘overslept.’ The next time you oversleep or miss some appointment that you were really looking forward to, consider what else is happening in your space. Sometimes we think that our plans are what’s best for us, but the universe shifts things around to teach us a lesson—to bless us on our journey. So, don’t beat yourself up if this happens to you. Be present and give thanks for the moment because you may be in for a reward!

 

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

 

 

 

 

Wake Up, It's Time to Jam!

 

 

Yay! There are only 10 days left on the countdown until I move to NYC!!! In numerology, 10 is a number of new beginnings and creativity. In the spirit of ‘10’ I woke up today with the urge to dance my pants off! I couldn’t begin to explain where this burst of energy came from, but I can say that joy does come in the morning! Today, I was celebrating me, woohoo! My room was the place to be and the party was on! Still in my pajamas, I started rockin’ out to some of my favorite jamz as if I were on a giant stage—it was so much fun!

The playful, light energy I created remained with me the entire day. I found myself giggling at random moments. I thought, “what if I did this every day?” Wouldn’t it be awesome to start your day off with a party every once in a while—a celebration of YOU?!

I learned that it is important to ‘set your day up’ the way you want it to go every morning. Don’t just wake up and get into your daily routine. Give yourself a few moments to think about what you want to create each day. Consider how you feel, and how it will affect you and everyone you encounter for the rest of the day.

That’s my secret to having an awesome day, no matter what! Start with an intention and move through it, I promise you won’t be disappointed!

...And now a toast, to you!

Love, Light & Cheers!

Rainfaerie

Instinct or Intuition?

 

 



We are spiritual beings expressing ourselves in human form for the sake of self-awareness. For the soul to evolve, it must become wiser by overcoming challenges. We have two minds operating at all times—the intuitive mind and the instinctive mind. Distinguishing between the two is crucial to living a purposed life, and attaining true success.

Instinctive Mind

This mind is the one that comes with human form—it’s motivated by fear, and is designed to promote our physical survival. Fear is what keeps us from knowingly placing ourselves in harm’s way. We make decisions to protect ourselves because we fear the consequences of not doing so. In this capacity, fear is good. However, it becomes a problem when we allow fear to motivate us beyond survival issues. For example, fear should not be a factor in decisions regarding a move, career, or relationship because these issues have nothing to do with physical survival. When we notice fear getting in the way of our decision making, we must understand that it is sourced in the instinctive mine—our lower human nature.

Intuitive Mind

This mind is often referred to as intuition, inner bell, Christ-mind, or Higher Self. It is the mind that exists as pure Spirit—outside of our human form. It contains the memories, wisdom, and intuition gained from all of our past lives. This is the collective mind of humanity that contains divine wisdom—guidance that we all have access to. The intuitive mind is sourced in love—the essence of all creation. Decisions about how to live your life should always begin in the intuitive mind. The instinctive mind of the lower human nature will chip in to protect the flesh and promote survival, but you must distinguish it from the voice of Spirit. The intuitive mind is where wisdom is stored, and will guide us through decisions that we make every day. It communicates in many ways: dreams, visions, messengers, intuition, emotions, music, and many more ways.

 

How to Follow Your Intuition

 

To be guided by intuition is a wonderful way to live fulfilled. But how do you know whether it’s your intuition speaking to you or just your basic human instinct? The answer is simple—are you acting in love or fear? If you are making a decision based on fear—that’s your instinctive mind talking. Love overcomes all and it is certain—never confusing or distorted. Sometimes feelings can get in the way of our ability to listen clearly to ourselves. So, practice expressing your feelings every day—even if you don’t feel emotional. Write, talk, sing, dance, paint, draw, collage—use some form of language to express your feelings so they don’t get trapped in your head and cloud your judgment.

Mental clarity will enable you to recognize the voice of your intuitive mind, and make sound decisions that will bring you much happiness, and more love!

Love & Light,

Rainfaerie

Emerging Out of My Box!



Today was a very busy day for me as I finished packing up the last few boxes—12 more days until I leave for New York City! In numerology, 12 either represents a messenger or swift change! Today, the messenger happened to be my dear aunt. I was telling her about how most of my things have been in boxes for over a year. A lot of my work wasn’t packing boxes with things from around the house, rather it was transferring things from old boxes to new boxes! She said, “Well, honey all of you has been in a box that whole time!”

I never thought of it that way, but I’m glad that my aunt made her comment. Almost all of the things that I love have been in boxes because I never really got settled into the place I live. I kept saying that I would purchase a book shelf, and then I’d be able to unpack my books. But, the area where I live isn’t finished—once the drywall is up, I’d get that bookshelf. Before I knew it, a year had passed and none of this got done!

My room is fairly decorated with things that make me feel at home, but often when I want to read one of my books or to paint, I’ve found myself digging in some box to find my treasure. So, what now? Well, no more living in a box for me! When I reach NYC, I will be out of my boxes within the first month. I will not leave pieces of me in a box, on a shelf, in a storage unit…etc.

Is all or some of you in a box? Where? Why? I invite you to come out of your boxes, out of your closets, off the shelves, out of the garages and storage units. What you don’t need, give away. What you love, keep close. Just get out of that box!
Cultivate all aspects of yourself and live fully!

Love & Light,
Rainfaerie

A Brief Soul Awakening

It's been a while since my last blog entry, so I'm excited about this opportunity to share a little piece of me again. School has kept me at bay, so much so that I've actually neglected some of my hobbies.

So, last week I decided to take a walk down memory lane and discovered my dear old iPod Nano, which has been packed away in a box for much too long! As I sat uploading my songs to iTunes (and listening to them one by one), I experienced such a rich blend of emotions, one after another. One minute, I was jumping around  and smiling to 'Rainy Monday' by Shiny Toy Guns, the next I was near sulking to the sound of 'Your House' by Jimmy Eat World. From happiness, sadness, anger, pride, joy, you name it! It's amazing how much music can awaken the soul on every level, isn't it? I was taken back through every memory that was connected with every song as I listened to them again - things that I'd completely forgotten. I not only remembered where I was the last time I heard the song, but what I was wearing, how I felt, and all the other deatils of my life at that time. Then, I began to notice a pattern in the music (over 700 songs) that told a story of who I was back then. I was able to see how much I've grown and transformed over the years, yet I am still the same today. I was able to rediscover little parts of me that I'd somehow forgotten about, like how I impulsive and crazy I can be when I want to 'shake things up' just for fun! Mosh pits, trucker hats, black nail polish, techno & dancin til 5 AM on the beach...by rediscovering my music, I rediscovered a forgotten part of my story, and experienced a brief soul awakening! I firmly believe that our music tells about us because music is what feelings sound like. It's how we get in touch with things that we may not know how to (or want to) express. Everyone has that one song, that song that seems as if the songwriter scanned it directly from you heart. It resonates with you so deep on every level that hearing it puts you into an altered state of bliss...I've got a few of those! Music is a wonderful tool for getting in touch with your emotions because words can be soooo limiting, but sound is transcendent! Sound is the essence of life, wave by wave it actually moves physical matter and breaks up stagnation.

I encourage you to dig up some of your old tunes to see what you may have forgotten about your story. Who knows, you may rekindle a forgotten passion or experience your own brief soul awakening!

It's 2012 and I'm Doing Things My Way!

Today's the first day of a new, adventurous year and I'm on top of the world! Over the past several days, I've had the opportunity to reflect upon 2011 and assess how things went for me. It seems like 2011 happened so fast, but that's how it is when you're on the hustle - you get busy and time flies. Once things calmed down a bit, I was able to stop, turn around, and see how far I've come. I am definitely satisfied with last year's progess because I have all that I need to get some big things accomplished this year. I feel like 2011 was the year of productivity increase in my household because everyone made big moves, major moves. I could go on all day about that, but my time to step off the soapbox approaches so I'll close by sharing a few things I learned in 2011...

First, we all possess several talents, gifts, and skills which can be used to our advantage so we should work our hustles! I'm good at so many things that had been put on 'the shelf' for years to focus on school and work. In 2011, I decided to rediscover myself by exploring the mystery all of my creative abilities and skills in one way or another, and it has enriched my life so much, and my consciouness has been elevated to a higher level!

Second, I learned how to make impossible things happen - just do it! I realized that there are huge things I aspire to do but at times it seems that I lack the resources so see them actualized. But the saying is true, where there's a will, there's a way. What I take from this verse is that if there isn't a way, make one! We are masters at the art of creation, so if there isn't a road paved for you to do something, just pave one yourself - who says you can't?

Third, I've learned the importance of pampering, rewarding, and nurturing Self. Yes. I'm a firm beliver in selfish ethics and here's why: it's impossible to love yourself if you're always putting others first. Taking time out to serve your own needs is just as important as serving the needs of others, which is why I don't support altruism. Celebrate your victories becuase if you're not willing to cheer on your own squad, why should anyone else? It isn't even news that we are our own worst critics, we can be so hard on ourselves and for not good reason that we forget how great and beautiful we all are. You deserve the finest in life, so only give yourself the best and to hell with the rest!

Lastly, I've learned the importance of living by your own rules! I believe in existing in harmony with others, and promoting positivity, but not conformity. Conformity is a disease that plagues a person living by someone else rules - cure it by deciding to just say no from now on. What other people think of you matters only to an extent so don't give your attention to negative thoughts and possibilities. I love, I give, and I share with others, but I do things my way, and I'm happier because of it!

Happy New Year!

Your Friend,
Rainfaerie